OK....... so i took a nice cold shower so here i go. Kitty, i know you're Nicole for reasons i explained. Look i know there is no band called Miko, Kitty is just a cover-up. Nicole, i have no businees on what happened that day but even it was or wasn't you, that really hurt, also those other times. I don't want you try to commit suiside just because i'm just a friend, nothing more nothing less. I'm not a friend since kinder garden and i'm not your boyfriend so you don't need to worry about me, you have others supporting you. I'm just a meer friend with good memories. All i want to say is you were a great friend and " I FORGIVE YOU". Oh god i'm crying now. There, I said my emosions that was sctratching my insides for the past few months. " I FORGIVE YOU" AND NO ONE ELSE TOLD ME TO TELL YOU THIS. I DIDN'T TELL ANYONE ELSE THAT THIS IS YOU. " I FORGIVE YOU" AND IF YOU TRY TO KILL YOURSELF, I WOUN'T SEE YOU IN HEAVEN. SO.. KEEP THIS IN MIND, I KNOW IT HURTS TO LOSE PEOPLE BUT WE'LL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER. Now lets forget all this and pass this as a distant memory. And please don't use this against me.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX more XOXOXO's

-Melody Ruiz
Bye